My God, my God. Where are you?

The music is playing, I hear you... but is that you I am listening to?

You called me, but was that you... or only a suggestion from someone else?

You opened my eyes, but can I see or am I still blind?

You've rescued me from the deepest hole, yet the sky looks even further away.

Your spirit has been called to in prayer, but is that you, or only our desire for it to be you?

I don't want to be led by a pied piper. I want to seek you. Open up my eyes in this state of confusion. Only you know the truth. Are things both good and bad only happening in my life to distract me?

Where are you in the worship? In the prayers? Is that your voice I hear oh Lord?

Don't leave me. I feel we've become so close. You are my savior, redeemer, strength, fortress, hope, everlasting love, and everything else too. But is that you? Have I learned to put my trust in you or only what I'm being told is you. Oh God, my God rescue me from this confusion. From the tears and the pain of the unknown. I ask you to humble me, so I may seek you with humility instead of arrogance.

Come Lord Jesus, Come.

Whomever you are, You are what I am seeking, don't let me be lead astray from you.