Sunday, August 10, 2008

In a Haze...

There seems to be times that just seem to stand still. The funny thing is that there is no reason for it... Everything looks like it is fine, yet why is it not? I just feel tired, no matter how much I rest. The thought of going home, seems to pass up the thought of being around others.
Is this because I feel like I'm in mourning? Have I even accepted reality that seems to be so present in my life. Maybe its because I'm being there in everything for my friends, but that's not something I would give up for anything! I don't know then... my prayer is that God will give me the energy and perseverance to continue on. I am ready for the camping trip, to have some peace and restoration.
"When I don't know what to do... I'll lift my hands!"

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